SyaffyQah Dead

2010-12-14T23:56:00.003+08:00

We both are being single now. And honestly, im need space and im not ready for relationships, yet.
Cause we both are fighting each and everyday.
Im just lazy to fix everything.
Thats why I need space for now.
I really do love you. Very much.

I miss every single moment when we are together. Really.
You use to layan my crappy attitude when im sleepy.
When i say " You, nak dokong! " And you said " Not in public "
And i gave you this sad cute face.

You cant stop pinching my cheeks. Haha!
Let us just be friends for now. Even if I ask you to be friends, we were like boyfriend and girlfriend. pffffttttttt.

Meet you tomorrow!

2010-12-05T18:36:00.001+08:00

Need this one tooooooo!
At Adidas store, $110++
At internet, $75.
Been searching for this colour everywhereee.

2010-12-05T18:32:00.001+08:00

Found this at Adidas store. $150++
At internet, $65.
OMG. i want this shoeeeee.

2010-12-05T18:02:00.001+08:00

Just bought my Adidas Wallet. And now,
Can someone tell me where can i get this watch?
Need a new one badly. ):

2010-11-25T00:17:00.002+08:00

√ Adidas Bag
√ Adidas Perfume
√ Adidas Watch [ Need A new one soon ]
√ Adidas High Cut shoes [ Need A new one soon ]

X Adidas Wallet
X Adidas Sling Bag
X Adidas Specs

2010-11-24T23:36:00.001+08:00

IF YOU PEOPLE HAVE ANY IDEA WHERE TO GET ,

- ADIDAS WALLET
- SAMSUNG MP3 PLAYER WHICH REQUIRE A BATTERY OR CHARGER

PLEASE UPDATE ME. THANK YOU.

2010-11-23T01:32:00.002+08:00

You know I always love you very much.
I always try to change for the better for you.
Im sorry for the things that i've done.
All the scandals, the flirting. Im really sorry.
I already promised you that I wont do it again, didnt i?

I may have lots of guy friends but I'll never cheat you.
I hate you screaming at me, scolding me and all that shit.
Really hate it alot. And the only way for me to solve it is always breakup.
Yes, we broke up, and patch up. We have done this countless times.

But, I try to avoid the Break Up word.
And now we are fighting, Im here trying to stay strong.
You know Im crying, but you dun even care.
You even promise me that you wont let me cry anymore.
Now what? Where is your promises? At the trash?

Im really speechless now.
I hope you dun regret being with me. Really.
Cos i know im the worst gf ever.
Im really sorry if i cant make you happy )':

2010-11-12T18:10:00.001+08:00

I miss somebody.
He is M.

2010-11-06T15:27:00.002+08:00

Im done with my tattoo and im loving it.
will post it up soon.

2010-11-02T00:12:00.002+08:00

Poly attachment was boring. Haha. I was suppose to end at 5pm today but I went off at 12.
Ate with Farhanah & Rachel.. Shikin and all...
Went off at 1.30 and headed straight back at home to sleep.
I think the course that i chose were pretty boring. haha.
I dont understand a single thing that they thought.
Not looking forward for tomorrow anw.

Gonna meet my Mentor tomorrow.
Uh shit. Okay bye.

Twist, Lick, Dunk.

2010-10-30T21:59:00.003+08:00

Im planning to work back. How?
I've been staying at home, rotting.
I dont have any money to buy my things. Okay WTF.
I WANT ADIDAS. MY VERY OWN CAMERA.

The thing is, my dad wont allow me. What the fuck much.
Its fucking irritating me. Binget seh.
Im gonna ask mum to brainwash him.

Hanging out with Irfan but no money. Kelakar pe.
Ok bye.

2010-10-29T23:42:00.002+08:00

Went to Siloso Beach at Sentosa just now.
Me, Syarifah, Veronica and Fazirah.
Haha. Truthfully, I once hate them.
But if you get to know them, they are very adorable. Swear.
Friends like them wont come and go. Love you cuties! <3

Gonna dye my hair red tomorrow.
Please be good ok hair dye?

Went to West Coast just now. Gy jumpe mak mentua aku. Hee(:
Sume jakon nmpk aku. Ish. Ok bye.

2010-10-28T21:16:00.002+08:00

I saw not one but two attention seeker in the bus.
Hahaha. They are ladies. Shame on yourselves!
They started shouting her and there like one retarded minah. I swear.
Yes, even my boyfriend talked about those girls behaviour.
They were from my school.
Me as a Malay girl feel a little malu already lah.
Sebab prangai pmpn yg biadap dan tk sopan. That shows something about Girls.

Anyway, i got to get up at 8.30am tomorrow.
Dinieeeeeeeee! Im going to kill you!

2010-10-28T19:03:00.002+08:00

Watch this movie during DNT period.
Swear is very touching. Based on true story.
I recommend you people to watch it.
I cried watching the movie. Its better than Lagenda Budak Setan. SWEAR.
Its about a loyal dog towards the owner. Even when the owner died, the dos still waits the owner from the train.

Well, Mr Han said after the dog died, they built a statue for everyne to remember Hachi.
Its in Japan anyway. hehe.

Anyway, i get to know whether im retaining for sec 3 or promote to sec 4.
Thanks to Allah, i got promoted.
I got promoted not because of my results.. But my attendance and attitude.
Thanks Mr Cheung & Mrs Sandra Tan. Best form teachers in my 3 years of secondary life.

Im having my Poly Attachment next week.
Will be very busy cos i finish at 5pm. Lama seeeehh.
Gonna miss Fairy so much! Hehehe.

2010-10-27T21:47:00.002+08:00

Having a great time with Irfan today.
Fun but very tired. He brought me to this very sunyi place.
I mean, takde orang lah. We cycled there.
Damn! Aku peh penaaaat! 45mins of cycling to reach that place.

We eat, talk.. Hehehe..
Anw, Happy 7 months syg.
I tahu lah kiteorg ashik gado, break, patch, gado, break, patch.
HAHAHA. all thanks to mua!

Gonna bath and sleep.
Gonna wake up and go to school in the morning. WTF.
Ok bye.

2010-10-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

Even a dog can follow Lady Gaga's style.

School Holiday is in 4 more days.
I dont think I can work back. Haiyaaaaa.
Bad thing is, no money. Good thing is, can spend time with my lovey dovey friends.
Abeh macam mane seh? Skrg nk dpt duit punya la susah.
Dulu, nk beli make up, mcm gitu aje! Kluar kan $20 saaap!
Pakai nets je nk beli beg Adidas. Skrg dah terkopak seh.

Okay. I havent know my exam marks.
Tanak tahu pun. What I wanna know is that I get promote to sec 4.
I've been thinking whether to go ITE or just take my O level.
Waduhh~ My hp is being a lonely bitch now.

Okay. bye.

2010-10-24T13:47:00.005+08:00

Some of you have been asking me what make up have I been using. So yeah, im gonna share with you guys. Just so you know, I dont use MAC. MAC is for professional users and for those who are working ladies out there.3

Firstly, i use this concealer. Well, it helps to make your skin even and cover your pores too!
I love using this concealer.
The most expensive brand that I use =.=" This helps me to cover my concealer.
I love the brush. It is soo soft. Hehe ^^
You can only find this at Cosway. Good thing about this, your face wont look so dull.
I saw my mum using this too. So, when she is away, I will use hers. HAHA.
Of cos! Eyeshadow! Firstly, I will use white. And then black to make smokey eyes!

This is sooo cheap. I like this because the tip of the eyeliner is sharp and easy to use it.

I tell you. This Sasa mascara is sooo good. They will give you dolly eyes. swear!
Planning to buy this. Since I always use white and black for my eyes. Hehehe.

I got lots of eyeliner, eyeshadow, lipstick, foundation in my closet. Hahaha. But the makeup that I hate the most is KATE. the new makeup brand. I use maybelline for makeup remover and its goooood. Ok bye!

2010-10-22T15:33:00.002+08:00

I would like to tell to this person right at her face. But I dont think it is so nice of me to do that.
Well, kita pun tanak jatuh image kan. Orang yang aku akan cakap ni, kawan aku. Kalau sape2 terase, itu korng nyer diri masing2 okay.

I realise you have been following this person lately. You are not being original. But you are acting like as if you are so cool. I read your facebook " About me section " , your blog, your songs. Whatever this girl wrote at her tumblr, you will also blog the same thing like she did.
I dont wanna be rude here but can you pleaseee be yourself my dear?
Well, i know this girl more than you do and she also told me about you copying her and whatever shites that you do.

So yeah. Whoever im refering to, go and figure out yourself.
Bye.

2010-10-21T18:49:00.002+08:00

Aku tak suke orang yang step gerek. Hahaha.

Girl 1 : Eh babe! Kau amcm?!
Girl 2 : Baik dohh. Tadi aku ade hal uh.
Girl 1 : Kau tak abes2. Asal tk picet aku sia? Aku dtg confirm sume chol punyaaa.
Girl 2 : Haha. Brani buat, brani tanggung uh. Aku nk chiao. Pape halo2 aku.

Okay, WHAT THE FUCK. Kadang2, aku dengar nk ketawe pun adee.
Ok la sayangs. No offence la. But this is just my thinking.
Kalau sape tak happy tu, gy amek wuduk banyak2 lah k.

School is tomorrow and my hair is Golden Brown which turns out Gold brown. Duhh.
Dont know whether i should go to school or not. Late perhaps?
Having EOY papers back. Haiyaaaaaa.

Im going to sleep now, Wake up at 9pm and dye my hair like againnnnn.
Bye! Muah!

2010-10-17T14:16:00.002+08:00

You can talk shit sbout me. But if you gonna talk shit about My family or someone related to me, I swear your life aint gonna be sweet.

I can be a shy or quiet girl but if you're gonna step my head, i swear bitch, im going to smack you upside down. Im tired seeing somebody getting hurt which is my family members. She suffers alot and im here to protect her. If you're messing with her, that means you are messing with me too, bitch.

See you later, nonok.

2010-10-16T23:24:00.003+08:00

I can't wait to finish my exams and spend my days with my bf ♥
No, my bf is not in that above picture. Thats my cousin, Afiq.
Its been a so loooong since I wear beautiful dresses when going out with my bf.
Can't wait to get money and get my Adidas stuffs.

Anw,
Happy Birthday, Afiq!
You're legally 16 now. Happy or whaaat?! Lol.
Last long with your gf and I hope you enjoy your day.

My baby is calling me at 12midnight later.
ok bye.

2010-10-16T17:26:00.002+08:00

I have another 2 more exam papers. Maths & DNT.
After that, ENJOY! Im gonna dye my hair to red soon. Rinduu.

Im really bored right now and I have no idea what to blog right now.
I will blog more if I have the time okay?
Take care lovely.

2010-10-15T18:31:00.001+08:00

I know I have been ignoring my blog for 1 month plus.
Was just plain lazy. And now my blog is unprivate. Sukeeee?

2010-08-27T14:20:00.000+08:00

" Just so you know, I hate friends. I mean, fucktard friends. See you in heaven (: "

Im not gonna turn back. Im going to move on my life and let you people be the last one.
I dont wanna be outdated. Im gonna find what im searching for.
I'll be strong in everything I do. Remember not to always give up, syafiqah.
If you message me but I dont reply, there is a reason behind it.
It simply means I wanna forget about you and you are simply busted!

2010-08-25T14:47:00.002+08:00

I dont know why but Im really back to blogging.
Haha.
Didnt went to school today.
I really gotta change man.
But its okay, studying Maths and History later.
Kwang3.

I know these few days my post is all about two faces bitch.
Everyone is happy with their own life and im glad with that.
Is just that, biase lah. Kawan makan kawan.
Paleng pantang ah aku kalau pasal ni sume.
Sebenarnyer eh, aku da naik malas tau nak layan ni sume.
Kalau kau tanak kwn ngn aku lagi, tu kau peh sluardalam.
Aku berkawan dgn org yg boleh mengubah hidup aku dengan menjadi baik.
Aku boleh jadi minah kadang kala tapi itu bile korng da pijak kepale aku.
Aku ade hak atas diri aku.

You know girls, I hate some of my friends but I dont tell them.
Just wanna see how far they can go.
And if you are in the difficult position, dont call me to help you.
Apa? Susah korng carik. Senang korng lupe kan ah?
Tak sangke prangai pun mcm jantan.

I only trust these 2 girls of mine right now.
And whoever bitches try to hurt them, im really gonna stand for them.

xoxo.

2010-08-24T06:26:00.001+08:00

"I learn not to trust people too much eventhou he/ she is your love ones.
You can laugh at me right now.
But we will see who will get the last laugh in the end (:"

Im going to school now.
Xoxo.

2010-08-22T21:30:00.002+08:00

Just one day and you have not contact me for the whole day.
Where are you, Taufeeq?

On Saturday, Taufeeq called at me at 4pm.
Irfan was otw to meet me at my crib and i straight away called him that lets just cancel cos im going out.
I straight away bath and Taufeeq asked me to wear black. So yeah. Wore black and he asked me to be fast since the show started at 6.20pm.
Took cab and reached Vivocity.
Meet him up and i payed him my ticket. He said no need. Bleah. Step tanak aje...

Was in the cinema.. I just sat beside him and his hand was at the arm rest.
I know what he wanna do. Hold my hand like duh. Tapi aku step tak tahu.
He den just took my hand and said " Sejuk eh tangan you "
He took my hand and put at his cheek, kissed my hand. Awww.
We hold hand thru out the movie. Den, he looked at me and I looked at him.
Jengjengjeng. Ape lagi. Hahaha.
He slept at my shoulder and theeen he asked me to lean my head on his shoulder.

After the movie which ends around 8.30pm, We went outside Vivo and smoked for awhile.
He then gave his hand to me asking for my hand. Awww. Kiteorg pimpin tangan laaa.
Went to McDonald and had our late dinner.
After that he sent me to my parents since my parents are taking me.
He asked for my hand again and kissed my hand as a goodbye.

Hehe. Sweet eh dia?
I dont know why but he is somehow like Mimi.
Yes, i like him alot and my love towards Irfan is not that much right now.

I'll be waiting for your msg, Taufeeq.
Take care (':

Random.

2010-08-22T02:02:00.003+08:00

Guys after guys..
Friends after friends..
Teachers after teachers..
Shits after shits..

I've been go through alot of things in my life.
Boyfriends and all that stuff.
Slowly, when days goes by, i learn something bad, and something good.
I learn to fight for my rights and even to do bad stuff.
Well, thats what Teenagers always do right?

Let me list down the guys I've been thru..
Yusof - Razin - Danial - Muqaddis - Reza - Pekjal -Kiki - Helmy - Shiddiq - Arif - Redza .
And now currently with ; Irfan & Taufeeq.
I dont know how many guys i make out with. There is still more guys out there.
Eh! I forget to mention Mimi's name. Lupe seh nama dia. Hahah.

Well about friends, it has been hard for me thou.
Friends with two faces. Well, I just wanna see how far they can go.
Nak bbl ngn kau kasi sakit hati buat apa? Aku kasi kau penumbuk kau rase sakit hati aku nak?
I can be a quiet girl but I just wanna see if you people wanna step my head.
Im tired of all this shit.
Msging my old friends but you shites dun even wanna reply?!
Saying " Friends Forever! " Friends forever pantat aku ah bby.
Nak step contact each other smpi bile2.
Pegedah. Gy jilat puki kau dulu baru kau leh bbl psl bile2.

Never in my life i believe this word which is called " Bestfriend "
Really. And I always know that everything comes and go.
I never like to stick to one cos everyone comes and go.
I dont wanna put high hopes on people and in the end im the one whom lost everything.

Im sorry if i make some of you terase by reading this.
But siape yg makan cili, dia lah yg rase pedas nyer.
its 2.30am and I gotta sleep for sahur later.

Goodnight darlings.

2010-08-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

Hey. Just came back after meeting Taufeeq♥.
He is such a sweet guy. He hugged me in the cinema.
And den he looked at me, i looked at him we both kissed.
Awww. Hahaha. I lean at his shoulder. He hold my hand and he sleep on my shoulder.

We both hold hands while walking.
Before he sents me to my parents, he kissed my hand.
I swear im starting to fall for you.

I hope to meet you soon.
Xoxo.

2010-08-18T20:37:00.002+08:00

I had fun having Dinner with classmates especially Danish, Dion, Hanah and Nadia.
Hahah. We had dinner with Miss Yang. Social Studies teacher.
Ate at Popeyes. Wasted my $10. Tapi kenyang nak mams bro!
Went off around 8pm and some of them took the MRT.
As for me, faheem, hanah and danish.. We took the bus.
Hanah & Danish the same bus.
Me & Faheem the same bus.

And noww, im still full!

2010-08-14T20:19:00.002+08:00

I learn not to trust anybody even boyfriend.
Im tired of feeling cheated/betrayed.
Come on! I experience many kinds of things. Haha. FML.

My sister shared her story with my family and I really learned alot from there.
I always remember my mum's advise.
" There is no such thing as bestfriend "
Yes, i always tried to be careful. Never to fall in their trap.

About my love life... Not another phantom guy.
Yes, he knows Mimi, Haskoi, Bobby and more.
Those fourplets are very close with each other. howhowhow?
Yes, im still with Irfan. Ok lah. We see how eh.

I wanna eat popeye now. Tc

2010-08-11T23:04:00.002+08:00

To my dearest Irfan,
You know I always love you.
Even if i mention about breakups,
I swear I dont wanna leave you.
We have been together for 4 months and still going strong.
Thanks for always being patient. Baby I like that. Hehehe.

Now, he just called me. I swear I feel like hugging you right now.
I miss you sayang.

2010-08-06T15:02:00.003+08:00

Firstly,
Happy 20th Birthday, Mimi.

Da termasok 8 bulan aku sayang kau.
I tried to hate you so much but now I think, im getting over you already.
Well, I shudnt been putting high hopes on you. (':
I learn to be friends with you, to love you and let go of you.
I do admit I miss the times when im with you.
Still fresh in my head. Pfft.
I never wanted to see you go away. But now, i guess, I do.
I dont need you anymore. Cos you come and go and that hurts me alot.

Anw, im trying hard to improve on my attendance going to school.
Urgh. But next week, Monday & Tuesday school holiday seh!
Sape happy?! Nak kuar ah. Ngn sape eh? Hmmm.
Tengok dulu la.
Irfan coming later. Sayonara.

2010-07-29T22:30:00.002+08:00

I've not been posting for such a long time.
Hahaha! Lazy laaaaa.

Firstly, just wanna tell you that me & Irfan have been together for 4 months.
So yeah. We broke up for two times already. Hahaha.
Ok next, i didnt come late to school again. I came to school just for the sake of my attendance.
Oh yes, about Mimi, i hate him already.
Did i tell you people i got a bad dream about him killing me?
Yes, bcos of that I hate him. I didnt write his name in my school papers anymore.
I dont even want to talk about him. And because of him, I dun feel like working at Pizza Hut anymore.
Fuck much right?

School have been alot more better than me.
Omg, Did i just say that? Hahaha. Okay.
I got case with this Bitch Teacher.
Told mum and she want to settle with that teacher.
Hohohohoho. Mak aku garaaaang tau.

Ok lah. Im very sleepy already.
Goodnight pretty ladies.

2010-07-07T14:55:00.002+08:00

Laptop is back. Currently using the bigger one.
Dad wants to buy a new laptop maybe. Macbook. Haha. Banyak kaya.
Went home early today. Was so damn tired.
I went home but I didnt sleep. Bagos eh?
Irfan coming to my place later. Around 4 macam gitu.
Zzzz skejap. Haha. Kidding.

Im currently missing Mimi right now.
Someone told me that he seldom comes to work. He paitau work and all.
Haiyaaaa. I know you are tired and you lost you ezlink kan mimi?
Motor mana gy ehhhh?

Im coming to school tomorrow. Yes, definitely.
Must sleep early today. at 10 ah must sleep. Siang nyeeeeeeeer.
ok la.

xoxo.

2010-06-30T20:28:00.002+08:00

Im sorry I didnt update my blog for sucha a long time.
My laptop broke down and the only way for me to play comp is to go to Bedok Library.
So yeah, now im at my cousin house finishing my DNT project. Half done.

Me and Irfan have ups and downs in our relationship.
Still we are happy being together. I love you eh syg.
I know he gonna read this later at Bedok Library with me.

About school, im trying to improve on my attendance.
Im starting to study maths now. Well, for a start! Hmm.

I have lots of pictures to upload at FB. But not for now eh?
I gtg now. Will update soon. Seeyaaa/\.

2010-06-16T00:37:00.002+08:00

Went to Universal Studios Singapore just now.
And the place was like Australia. Even the food.
Spent our 7 hours over there.
Imagine just to ride 53 secs of roller coaster you have to wait for 1hr 30mins.
Shitty shit. Go to Lost World. Took the ride. Dinosaur wants to eat us.
Sampai terpekik me and my sisters.
One ticket - $66. Da sampai sane, tickets are all sold out.
Abeh kiteorg quene aje ah nak book utk next week.
Check2 nari ade because company cancel trip. What a poo poo! Haha.

Ok, i gtg now. I'll try to upload the pictures at facebook soon.
Goodnight.

whathefuck

2010-06-14T22:50:00.002+08:00

I swear my boyfriend is irritating.
We are otp right now and I really need some space.
Urgh. You keep on calling me at night. Sebok tahu takkkk?
Gonna find a new guy soon. Da penat nak layan ni laki.

Actually, I found one already. Cannot tell =p
Hehe. Ohoh! I just hung up the phone.
Rimas siak aku ngan dia. Gonna msg some hunkies soon.
Maybe being single is just my thing.
Im not really ready yet to be in a relationship and all that stuffs.
Da tak ready psl relationship abeh berbual sume pasal kahwin eh? Konek.

Sometimes, I really miss being single. Hang out with different guys.
Not to get in trouble. Go home straight after sch. Aku sukeee skali tau.
Aku sebenarnyer bukan kaki merayap. Tapi da ade matair ashik nak kuar aje.
Its not that I really hate him. I just hate it when he wants to stick with me all the time.
eeeee!

Anw, tomorrow im going to Universal Studious Singapore.
Trip to Jakarta was cancel due to last minute bookings.
This december going to Australia, Brisbane. sukesukesuke? Sukeeee skaliii!~
Insyaallah. Amin!

Gonna shower right now. Sleep late and wake up early. whathefuck much.

2010-06-14T00:17:00.003+08:00

I really miss these 2 good friends of mine X]
They help me this and that but still im stuborn. Eh korng?
Can't wait to meet them. Sooooon puhleasee.
Lots of stories to share with them.
Yeah, i just cant keep things to myself.

Went out with Irfan today. What a dissapointing day.
Berbual ngn customer gitu eh? Eh, aku pun pernah jadi employer tau.
Aku tak pernah nak berbual ngn customer aku rude mcm gitu. cb~
Relax syafiqah.
Baru2 ni gy Hotel 81 kat Kembangan with Irfan.
3 hours - $55 siuuul.

I really miss Mimi right now.
Its been 1 week since we last met.
Im looking forward to our next meeting.
See ya soon, love <3

I went to Pizza Hut downtown just now and I only saw 2 familiar faces.
Amin & Haskoi. Mimi off.
Mcam biase la dektu. Sunday aje off. Penat je alasan. Tengok syafiqah penat tak? Hehe.

Currentlt otp with Irfan, argh. Irritating in the dick. I swear.
Goodbye.

2010-06-11T14:54:00.002+08:00

From Tuesday till Wednesday, I've been waking up early at 7.50am.
Take a shower, dressed up, tidy up my bed and straight away went out at 8.30am.
I have no mood to be in the house because people around me are just looking down on me.
Do you know how fucking irratating it is?
In order not to see the people in the house, I will always be home around 9.30pm - 10pm.

All i did was meet Irfan, Go to my grandma's place, Play comp at bedok library.
One by one, people are seriously fucking me off.
You people cant stop stalking me. Urgh.

And now, im fucking irritated with my boyfriend.
I shouldnt have top up for you if I know you can be such an irritating in the dick.
I realise that if you got a phone, we will always end up with fights cos you cant stop stalking me.
Hello! Im just your girlfriend. Urgh. I can't believe im so fucked up when im in a relationship.
Things ae going haywire ya'know?

Just so you know, if you continue to fuck me up, there's always a chance for me to call Mimi and ask him for a ride. You want me to that again, dont you?
Hey you know what? When you said.. " Promise me that you wont naik any motor with other guys ok? "
I just said promise but I will do it again someday.
You know i love Mimi alot. And Mimi will always be in my heart. ALWAYS.

Urgh. Maybe im going Bali/Bandung/Jakarta this coming Monday. I dont know.
Not really confirm.
Gonna dye my hair to brown later.
And yes, one more thing, thanks Fairy for the durian.
I was really craving it. Hehe. Love ya!

xoxo.

2010-06-06T23:26:00.005+08:00

After 5 months not seeing each other I finally get to meet him, IN PRIVATE.

Mimi promise me that he's gonna meet me at 8pm just now.
I msged him " Where you?"
He didnt even replied me. I called him once, but he didnt pick up the phone.
At 9pm, he called me. He said he overslept because he was so tired.
He told me whether we can still meet up but i say, whatever it is i must go home before 10pm.

He came to my place at 9.25pm
He called me to come down. Padehal aku da nampak dia datang dari rumah aku. Hehe.
The first thing he said to me.. " Rambut maseh panjang? "
Hahaha. And I said " Asal tak pki phantom nyer helmet? "
He said " Gile kepe. "
I was like, ape gile? You go pizza hut celebration pakai phantom nyer helmet boleh la?
He gave me this grey helmet. Eeee. Tak lawar.
He wore this black helmet which looks MUCH MORE BETTER.
Tetap, ade phantom nyer sticker.
I said " Sampai skrg, i still dun now how to wear helmet. "
Hahaha. I put on the helmet, he do for me the tali and all.

Da duduk kat motor..
Mimi : Duduk dekat lagi.
Me : Takpe tanak.
Mimi : Duduk dekat!
Me : Tanak!
Mimi : Nanti jatuh!
Me : * sits near him *

Tros vroom vroooooom! Pergi Bedok reservoir park.
Slack somewhere. We sat on this bench.
I sat like not really close to him.

Mimi : U, duduk la dekat2. Jangan duduk tepi2.
Me : Abeh macam mane nyer dekat u nak?
Mimi : Duduk la sbela i ni..

He then hugged me. And I told him how I feel for him when i worked at Pizza hut.
I told him he look sucha good guy.
and then He then showed me something. Na-uh. Can't tell.
I was so shocked. Unbelievable! He told me if i cant believe it, then touch it.
No, im not gonna do that. You look so decent, Mimi.

I was holding my necklace and you hold my hand.
You never did this before. You hold my hand and looked at me.
Betapa cair nyer aku pade saat itu.
He asked me whether im scared, and i said no.
Yknw i like you since you sent me home for the first time during the pizza hut celebration.

You hold my hand and said..
Mimi : Betul u takde matair?
Me : Betuuul. Asal? U tak percaye?
Mimi : Bukan i tak percaye. Asal u tak carik?
Me : Sebab i choosy. U pulak?
Mimi : I busy dengan keje.. skola. I takde time.

I let go of your hand. Its not that, im feeling upset or anything.
He took my hand again. I swear my heart was beating so fast when i looked at you.
I told him that i saw a girl in his hp before. He denied it and showed his hp to me.

Its already 10pm and he said " Jom balek. Nanti your mum marah "
As usual, he gave me his helmet and put it on for me.
He sent me home, and i said bye to him. Yes, only bye and smiled at him.

I watched him go. And I swear, i hate to see you go.
I hope that was not our last meeting.
Im gonna miss you scent. Cos your scent is like a drug to me.
Im gonna miss riding your motor with you cos i got the chance to hold you.

I love you, Mimi.

2010-06-06T17:40:00.002+08:00

Ok, this is how i look right now.
Ok tak? Lawar tak? Nak jumpe Mimi nanti ni..

He told me he is free after 8pm. So yeah. Gonna meet him at that time.
He gonna fetch me later. with his MOTOR. yeah baby!
Really miss his motor.

Goiung eastpoint soon and im gonna pierce my ear back. Da tutup )':
Regret for not wearing earings.
Going out soon now.

2010-06-05T23:29:00.003+08:00

See the BIG name up there?
Yes! The word Mimi!

I was otw meeting Irfan and suddenly i received a msg; Mimi Phantomkiaa
He said " Helo!What you doing? "
And I replied " Tngh nak jmpe kau. takde angin takde ribut, asal aleh2 msg? "
You know how much i miss you, Mimi?
I was fighting with Irfan and we are in a process of break, i was still msging Mimi.

After that, me and Irfan da okk.. Kiteorg gy pit sedare dia kat ChaiChee.
Slack with Edi and Fikri and obviously with Irfan too (:
10.30pm walked off from there.. Take taxi..
I was inside the taxi abeh Mimi kata he wants to fetch me.
Gila kepe. Matair aku ade sehhh.
He wants to meet me tonight but i told him I cant cos i must reach home before my parents does.

But its ok, we're gonna meet tomorrow (:
Huahua. at 8pm. He gonna fetch me at my place.
So yeaah. Jangan paitau eh? Hehe!

2010-06-03T15:17:00.002+08:00

Whatever it is, im still gonna stay strong with Irfan.
I know its my mistake for everything.
You dont have to call him. Suke kalau bapak orang call Iqah?
Confirm tk suke kan?

Sometimes, you youself dont understand me.
You dont even realise your own mistakes, selfish!
Blaming everyone for your own fucking mistakes.
I fucking dont understand people these days.
And if you're gonna repeat about the fucking pit,
Just say how much you spend and im willing to fucking pay you in full amount in CASH.
I should have fucking think twice in everything.
I know I fucking screwed up.

Come on, people fucking makes mistakes.
I know fucking exactly what you're gonna fucking do when you fucking talk to me.
Beat me up? Thats what im fucking thinking right now.
Kalau betul nak pukul iqah, pukul iqah sampai mati.
Takde guna nyer hidup dlm dunia ni kalau takde org nak faham aku.
Aku cuba faham situation kau. Abeh sape aku ni dlm hidup kau?
Anak sialan kan?! Da agak daaaa.

Hahh. I never thought I was always the bad one in reality eh?
Ialah. Sume aku pe. Yang bodoh aku. Yang cacat aku. Yang tak lawar aku.
Iqah tengok pun, korng bagi2kan kasih sayang.

MEMANG BETUL IQAH ADA MATAIR, BUT I HAVE MY OWN FUCKING LIMIT.
PAPE IQAH BUAT, IQAH INGAT ALLAH DAN HANYA ALLAH.
IQAH TAHU JAGA DIRI SYAFIQAH.
IQAH TAK PASAL KALAU KORNG NAK ADVISE SYAFIQAH.
TAPI IQAH PALING TAK SUKE, KORNG NK SENTUH SYAFIQAH LAGI2 LELAKI.
I MAY HAVE ALOTS OF GUY FRIENDS BUT STILL I KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF WELL.
I MAY HAVE MIX WITH PEOPLE WHO SMOKE, DRINK, SNIFS GLUE, DRUGS BUT STILL, IM NOT STUPID TO DO ALL THOSE KIND OF THINGS.

im tired of everything. just tired.
leave me alone for all you care.
do whatever you want cos whatever it is, i will stick to my decision.

Syamsul Yusof

2010-05-31T19:52:00.003+08:00

Syamsul Yusof

He's the man that i admire right now. *Melts*
Im starting to be in love with one of his songs.
Itu lagu untuk orang yang sedang berjatuh cinta aje.
Anyway, birthday dia falls on 21 May tau.
One day just after mine xD
Sukeeee!
Eh, dia pelakon and director you know.
Gaji besar youuu. Sape lah tanak laki macam dia.

I've been asking boyfriend to fetch me from school this week.
Dia sayang aku nyer pasaaal. Betul tak b?
Gonna have school until this coming Friday.
And maybe on the 14th and 15th of June, im going Bali. MAYBE.

My record book still have not been collected cos my mum is not gonna meet the vp.
And Vp yang pmpn tu da dtg baleeek~ Nanti colour aku jeee kene tangkap.
Lecehrable deh skola ni sume. Private school or home school kan best.
Anyway, got the feeling im the First From The bottom..
Kan cool! Suke tak syafiqah?! Sepak muke kau baru tahuu.

Oh yes, I fall at takasyimaya just now.
Puki! Punya la malu. My leg is now melecet.
Should have not wear Mini Skirt.
Sial uh. Da serik sia akuu. Punya la malu.
Imagine ah kat depan org ramai.

Ok, gonna post the Music Video and the lyrics.

Intro

Oh.... (12x)

*Chorus

Dari mula ku keliru
Dari mula ku tertarik dengan mu
Dari mula ku terasa gelisah
Ku tidak tahu apakah semuanya itu

(Verse - Syamsul)

Bilaku bersamamu
Terasa ketenangan di dalam jiwaku
Sering kali ku merindui mu
Setiap kali kau berjauhan dari sisi ku

Mengapa ku cemas
Terasa begitu lemas
Mindaku dipenuhi bayangan wajahmu
Mengapa ku cemas
Terasa begitu lemas
Ku perlu (perlu) tahu adakah kau pun begitu

*Back to Chorus*

Oh... Apakah Semuanya Itu (2x)

(Verse - Anwar)

Tanpamu di sisiku... yeah
Terasa kekosongan di dalam hidupku
Sering kali bayanganmu mengganggu
Setiap kali ku dengar gema suaramu

Mengapa ku cemas
Terasa begitu lemas
Bukalah hatimu pada ku
Mengapa ku cemas
Terasa begitu lemas
Luahkan rasamu yang terbuku

*Back to Chorus*
*Rap - DOUL*

Kekala ku rasa
Bagai kau menghayatiku
Kekala ku rasa macam lu tak hirau jemu

Ku sedar namun
ku sentiasa harus tabah
Walauku tetap cinta ku harus terus gagah
Oh selalunya tak begini
Gua pikir beribu kali sebelum nak ada bini
Oh kalo tidak kau siapa lagi
Ku mencari (2x) masih kau di hati ini

*Chorus*

Ohh... Yeah..

2010-05-24T23:25:00.002+08:00

Thats my abang sedare, Abang Arfiz who bash me.
I swear I was running around, catching him, and pukul dia. Grrrr!
Make up spoil tau abang!
Anyway, thanks eh.
Ohoh, makin lama aku tngk abg aku ni.. Makin sachok eh abg?
Tindek Kening, tindek lidah. Tsktsk.
Dulu tindek bibir. Da tutup. Pk taubat. Check2.. haha.

Facebook is being sucha bitch.
Will upload the pictures soon ok sayangs?

2010-05-23T23:50:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not posting any pictures.
I will upload it this coming Wednesday okk.

Anw, woke up at fucking 8.30am. Thanks eh mama.
Siap, siap.. And went out at 2.30pm.
Skali gy Afghan, my mum and dad bawak cake gy kreta.
I was likeee, since when dorng order cake?!
Lol!

Amalina, Ainn, Faizal, Yusof, Izat, Kamarul and another girl came first.
Took pictures blahblahblah. Malas nak explain.
After Irfan came, kiteorg sume baca doa slamat, nyanyi birthday song and amek gmbr sume.
Skali, Abang Sedare panggil. Nak step suap cake, check2 dia bash aku.
Kurangasaaaaaam ehh! Hancur makeup akuu. Eyeshadow sume da hilng.

Irfan, Abang Yani and friends sume plan nak bash. Abeh dorng kesiankan aku kerana my Abang Sedare da bash dulu smpi rabak2.
Sedeyyyyy. Suapkan Irfan cake. Cute kannn! Hehe.
Abang Yani and friend gy anuh bbq diaaa.
Veronica and Shaz came. Pastu Faizal Teddy. Dektu ade je alasan dtg lmbt. But still, u try your best to make it. Sayang kau bdo.

Mimi and Bobby paitau. Itu dua budak Phantom tuuu. My fav Pizza Hut peopleeee.
Its okk. Iqah call Mimi da cukup happy (:
Abeh bbl ngn Edan mcm da lama tk nmpk.
Padehal dlm skola malu2. Biase mahh.
Im different inside and outside school.

Fidah came and too late aku da kene chau.
Gy mampus ngn kauuu. My mum even say " Da lah syafiqah. aku tak berkenan ngn dia pun "
Balikk, And here I am blogging. Thanks people for the gift and $$$$.

Ok, tngh otp ngn Abang Sachok!
Byeeeee~

2010-05-22T14:19:00.002+08:00

Called Mimi yesterday.

Me : Mimi eh?
Mimi : A'ah. Ni sape?
Me : Syafiqah. kenalkan syafiqah mane?
Mimi : Syafiqah pizza hut kann?

I swear my heart was beating so fast.
Im starting to love him back like how i used to.
Im starting to treat Irfan like a trash. I swearrr.
I dont know why Mimi is always in my heart.
The way I looked at him and the way he looked at me.... * Melts *
I never have that feeling before. Going to work early at 9 and my work starts at 10am.
Going back home late at 8pm. Padehal keje habis kul 7pm.
Waiting for your return after sending orders.

The first time I saw you i swear you're a matrep and saying vulgarities to Ben[Manager]
You even called me " Girl " that time. And i hate you sooo much.
And now, its always iqah iqah iqah iqah u call me.
I remembered you want to carry me and hold my hand. You wanted to suap me food because I was malu to eat. Aww, suhweet.
I remembered you gave me the helmet and put it on for me.
You were riding your motor and look at me behind. Yaa, i was scared because u were racing with ur friend!

I was late for work and you called me.
I quit work and you called me. you quit too after that.
You met an accident, and I called you.
5 months have passed and I didnt see you for sucha long time.
I hope i can meet you tomorrow.

Forever & Always ; Sulaimi's Girl.

2010-05-20T20:26:00.002+08:00

Im officially 15 today! Haha.
Thanks to the people who wished me thru facebook, tagged and msges and face to face.
Thank you very much, people.
You know I love you guys so much kaaan?

As you guys know, im doing bbq this Sunday kat Changi.
I hope all you guys can make it. kul 2 lebih. Don't let me down puhlease sayangs?

Thanks to ;
Irfan, Arif, Veronica, Adli, Irian, Shikin, Sabrina, Fairy, My kakak, My Mother, My dad, Muhd Putra Firdaus, Yana Kechik, Nyra, Fysha, Faiz, Raihan, Danny, Hafiziana, Suyi, Jueta, Ainn Elmo, Radhia, Amira Sharin, Yusof, Farisah, Abg nyer Sabrina, Abang Yani, Abang Feeroz, Sri, Ayeem.

I hope I didnt miss out anybody name. Thank you guys alot for wishing me.

2010-05-19T21:25:00.002+08:00

He was at my place just now till 5pm until one of my siblings come home.
Waitwait~ My mum knows about this okayy.
After that went to playground. Sumpah tak senonoh si dekni~
Msged orang suro datang bbq this Sunday.
Kesian eh korng. The next day skola. Maybe aku tak pergi la tuuu~

Dah ajak member, sume macam " Tengok dulu eh. Tak janji "
Peh sakit hati~ Ape nak buat.
Tu pasal la aku tanak buat bbq. Abeh si mat sachok ni kata " U syg i? Kalau syg buat bbq "
=.=" U kaki dgn tangan sediket lebih korng eh b? =D
Whatever laaaa. I hope Arif is coming. Da lama tak nampak ni matsalleh. Rinduu.
I also wish Annching to come. Nak spend time with her. Miss her alot.

I dont know whether I want to come to school or not.
Esok 2.4km run and have to hand in alot of things.
Like files and i fucking lost all my subject files. Cool kan! Kata gangster!
Alaaah, Datang je la eh? Hmm, maybe lambat? Recess time baru nak masuk.
After recess Chemistry, itu period la aku tanak masuk. Howww?
Puas hati takya gy skola kan! See how la. Ask my boyfriend dulu.

Anddd, Im sick from Sunday. And today is Wednesday.
Lum baik2 lagi ):

See ya soon (:

8 more days~

2010-05-12T14:37:00.002+08:00

My handphone got confiscated on 9 May.
And sorry to people who tried to contact me but I didnt reply/answer.
I received my handphone already.
And damn, its below the oven.
Kalau baby aku bakar mcm maneeee?!
Daaaah kene beli handphone baru. Sukeeeeee!

I have like 3 more papers to go.. And after that hurray!
Maybe.. Im not like coming to school after exams. See how eh.
Gonna meet Irfan at like 3.30pm. Haha.
Da rindu aku tu budak. Hohoho.

And lastly, Happy Birthday, Izyan!

2010-05-12T11:37:00.002+08:00

GONNA PRIVATE MY BLOG AGAIN, SOON.

CAUSE IT SEEMS THAT I CAN'T BLOG MY PERSONAL LIFE HERE.

ANYTHING GO TO ; NURSYAFFY.BLOGSPOT.COM

TTYS.

2010-05-06T16:07:00.004+08:00

Si Firdaus ni balik sekolah ajee.. " Assalamualaikum B! "
Hahaha. Punya la cuteeeee.

Told my Mum hari ni ngn besok takde skola.
Abeh Form teacher msg dia yang today and tomorrow lessons as pernormal.
Shiaaaaaat.
Im going to school tomorrow =.="
Mendak peeeeeeeee. I seriously dont have nothing to type about.
MYE has just started. Didnt attend for Malay Paper 1. M A L A S.

I've been meeting Irfan 3 days straight. But today, he just can't.
I rindu u la sayang oii. We had alot of fun at my place.
Apa ntah dektu buat tauu. Haha. Smpi my leg lenguh.
Notty eh you b.

Ok laaaa. Bye.

now listen to me bebeh.

2010-05-03T01:47:00.004+08:00

Im starting to miss Irfan right now.

Today at West Coast, i was sending the food to this women with her family suddenly i saw this person with tattoo.
Was looking closely at him tau. Saaaap! IsLakko!
Geram pe tengok muke irratating dia tuuu. I can't believe he got sucha decent looking parent.
But why his attitude maciam setan eh?
And when I look at his face, I was soo stupid to tell everybody he was handsome.
I take back my words eh to people that I said he is hot. Hahaha.

Due to Irfan keep on calling me " B " ,
My youngest brother, Muhd Putra Firdaus, even call me B! " B, tengah buat apeeee? "
Abeh nanti Syaffy kata " Biasa bro! " Dia pulak cakap " Biasa bdo! "
Abeh nanti Syaffy nyanyi " Now listen to me.... " Dia continue " bebeh. "
Irratating tau si Firdaus ni. Tapi cuteeeee skali. Sayaaang dia!

MYE is just like tomorrow. HAHA. tak ke serious aku ni?!
Tskkkk. If my boyfriend get to know this, confirm dia maki aku. Hahaha.
Ok lah. Want to sleep. Got appointment later at 1pm.

2010-04-29T18:28:00.003+08:00

I dont know why im getting lazy and lazy to blog eh?
Didnt attend school today. One word, L A Z Y.
Irfan also didnt attend school cos he is sick. Haha. Kesian baby aku.
Anw, yesterday was our 1 month.
Planned to meet but he got remedial class after school.

Grrrrr. Ann Ching birthday is like in 2 days time. Hahahaha.
Seeee! I still remember ya knoww! Miss being close with that girl. *hugs*
Meeting my boyfriend tomorrow. Miss him so much.

I got nothing to blog about.
So wait for the next post ok?
Love ya.

2010-04-26T15:20:00.003+08:00

Lawar tak lawar tak?! Tengok la sape punya. Hehe. Irfan jugakk!
I have not playing the comp for the past few days.
Due to spending time with Irfan and coming back home late.
And im just plain lazy to go to facebook, tagged.. The same thing over and over again.
Well, basically, i just tweet. Hahah!

Many things happen lately.
On friday was caught by that stupid Security Guard.
Me, Fairy Corby, Shikin Lindy and Sabrina Preston was brought to CCTV room.
Waited for the DM to arrive. Mak kau. Peh kental. Da, malas nk bbl pasal ni.
Met Irfan after that also..

Saturday, Met Irfan. Watched him played soccer.
He was into a fight with this PREKKK!
Step mane peh police konon. K, tanak maki2..

Sunday, watched how to train your dragon AGAIN!
but this time round, 3d. 3d dgn tk 3d same je lah.
Wasted my $14. Irratating peee!

And lastly, todayyy..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUHD PERWIRA ANUGERAH.

HAHAA! HARAP2 KAKNGAH TAK BULLY KAU HARI NI EHH!

2010-04-18T20:26:00.002+08:00

You know whaaat!? Somehow, i admire Adzhar's brother.
Aidil eh nama dia? I dun know laaaa.

After having Irfan as my boyfriend, I will always go to Bedok Interchange to meet up with him.
At the same time, I will meet up with Adzhar's brother.
If he saw me he will shout " Syafiqaaaaaaaaaaaah! "
He will go to me and said Hi and will also ask for Pizza. Hahaha.
But too bad. He got a girlfriend and for myself, I got a boyfriend already.

So anyway, Irfan fought with his mum about me yesterday.
I hate it when parents like to interfere our relationship.
Im sorry aunty. But I gotta ask my mum to interfere since you start it first.
Come on. Your boy is already 16. What more you want?!
Saying my hair mcm pontianak. Sial la. Takde link la wei.
Gy angkat paiseh ah sane. Cheebueeey. Sot pe smlm aku ngn irfan.

I realise that my real friends are the ones that ask me to go to school.
Which is Fairy And Shikin. Not fidah.
Fidah, you be friends with me just for money.
Sorry girl. My boyfriend already asked me to stay away from you.
Im seriously not into making friends with girls anymore.
Cos prangai pmpn bile nak gado, macam yp. Malas mau layan.
I can be nice at time just dont go over the limit.

I really miss my girls alot. I'll be going to school tomorrow k girls?
Rinduuuuuu.

2010-04-17T20:07:00.002+08:00

I dont wanna post right now but im so bored right now.
Firstly, Happy Belated Birthday to my dearest AinnElmo which falls on 15 April.
And currently im not in the mood right now.
Just received a message at msn from fairy. And unfortunate ly i forgot to offline and she offline already.
Called her but she didnt answer. Called shikin and she told me everything.
Im not mad at you k girl.

I've been skipping school for 5 days. And this is not because I got influence or whatsoever.
Its just because of some invalid reasons.

On monday, I didnt attend school because Fidah dowan go school.
Tuesday & Wednesday, I was sick so and I stayed at home.
Thursday, I was sooo ready to go to school. But someone make me fucked up. And I decided to call fidah and not to go to school with her.
Friday, was just not in the mood to go to school. I asked my bf to skip with me.

Co-form teacher called my mum.
And the principal wants to meet her and my mum will not be coming down.
Instead, my Dad will.
I dun even care right now. Ape nak jadi, jadi la. Malas nak kesa lagi.

Maybe If I come to school on Monday,
I'll either get Suspension or get Expel.
Whatever ahhhh. Thats what my sister says.

Im currently not in the mood right now.

2010-04-13T14:25:00.000+08:00

So basically, Yesterdayyy...

Skipped school with Fidah.
It was already 7.30am and Irfan didnt answer my call.
Check2 he called me back, he just woke up.
Reached to his block and called him again. He was otw to the bus stop and I said..
" Eh, I saww youuuu! "
" U takmo merepek la " [ Cos I once lied to him saying i saw him at eunos. Padehal im at Pasir ris. ]
Dennn, he turned around and went to me.
It was already 9am. And he shud be in school by that time.
He slacked with me and Fidah for awhile and then, the girls sent him to school which is at Bukit Timah.
Punya la jauhhh.

We waited for him dor 2hrs 30minutes. Imagine thaaat!
Had our breakfast.. Slacked at dont know which shopping mall.
And den, he ended school at 1.30pm.
Met him near his school. Trained back to bedok and we pranked somebody.
K, keco. Long story. Lazy to elaborate.

Fidah was beaten up with his bf. She pulled my hand and we ran like fuck.
I cant believe I ran ok! My boyfriend was there to settle the fight.
Haiyaaa. Scary dokkk.
Slacked at some place. went home at 5pm..

And today I told my mum..
Me : Maa, tanak gy skola leh? Pening laa.
Mum : Gasak kau la.

Haha. cooliaaaooo. K bye. Im having appt with New York.

2010-04-09T20:33:00.003+08:00

Hahaaaa. Today was a.. Idontknowwhattosay day.
Redza kene sound ngn Abang Yani and his friends.
Ramai sia turun nari. Even my boyfriend came.

Skali, Redza peh kawan, budak omega sume dtg. More than 10 people ah came.
Kiteorg chill je la siaaa. We only have arond 7 people.
And dennnnnnnnnnnn, what happen eh?
We just watched them ah, abeh dorng jalan satsat.
Dah gitu, budak Omega sume angkat Paisehhh. Bdooo~

Went to Banquet with Abang Yani and friends.
Cant believe Abang Syukri is going to NS sooon. I miss you la cutie.

Went off and went to Irfan's block to change clothes.
He den went to my crib and watch VCDS.
Hehe. My sister's boyfriend was there too.

Slacked, and now I've just reached home.
Love you baby.

2010-04-08T19:00:00.002+08:00

Every morning I woke up, my mind will always says ;
" Must go to school if not Fairy will do something. "
Hahah. Tak ke selenge? I have to drag myself from bed. Haiya.
Thanks alot eh Fairy. Hahaha.

Morning was ok. Didnt sleep the whole day because teachers just wont let me!
Irrits siaa.
After school, Shikin Lindy planned to watch movie with Me and Fairy Corby.
Puki Gatal siak dektuuuu~ Last minute plan tauu.

During lessons, only my girls know how I felt about my hair.
Sumpah I feel like crying. And sorry to my babyboy for saying vulgar words to you.
Maybe you shud just get to use to it eh syg? Hahaha.

Watched how to train you dragon at 3.30pm. The show is kiyuuut.
Heheh. Walked passed buy Pizza Hut.
And I really missed the people there. I saw the trolley that I used to push it to 4w.
Haiyaaaa. Dah lahhh. Shuudddduup lah.

Tomorrow will be memorable day for me perhaps?
" Help meeeeeeee! "

I now call myself, Syaffy Omnia.

2010-04-06T20:58:00.002+08:00

If I got the chance to choose either Irfan or Abang Yani,
I'll definitely choose Abang Yani.
Because why? He'll protect me even though its not his problem and he's mine brother afterall.
And also, he's wayyy matured. 19 this yr mahhhh. Nyahaha.

School was ok. Told "cerita panas " to Fairy Corby and Shikin Lindy.
Shhh, cuma korng dua aje yang tahuu. Hahaha. Evil eh aku?
Next, what happen eh? Alah, like everyday, had fun with my girls.

Went to New York at Whitesands just now and guess what?!
They told me my next appointment was actually on next Tuesday.
Padehal da buat appointment nari seh ):

Suddenly, I miss Mimi. Pizza Hut rider tuuu.
I miss all my phantom brothers ):
Mimi(I)qa(H)askoi - Just love writing these names in my school work.
Urgh, miss youuuu.

K bye.

2010-04-05T14:30:00.003+08:00

Met Irfan yesterday. We argued due to somebody's mum intefering our relationship.
Shessh. Kpo sangat2.. Ok whatever. Its done anyway.

He told me his Sim Card was blocked due to his itchy fingers.
Yang u gy gatal sangat anuh PIN asal. Seleeeengeeee.
He told me he's getting new sim card. Syabas!

Went to school as pernormal until got this 2 lower secondary nyer budak, fought because of me.
What the fungus much. Asal laaaa. Aku kata ngan korng jangan gadoh, haiyaaa.
Kencing lum straight eh korng? Habis kornggg. Aku nak bilng bf aku. Nyahaha.
Boyfriend aku turun skola, padan muke kornggg.

The rest of the day was ok. As usual, sleepy. Hehh!
Went home straight.. And noww, im hungry. Feel like eating Lemak Ayam.
But my mum masak lain ): And I smell Adidas. Wangiiiii! ^^

Ok next, sorry la kalau apa aku cakap ni buat org di situ terase yeee.
I dont understand why these days.. Girls are acting like a female dog. Hahaha. I hate it when people are not their ownself. Come on laaa. Nak step speaking minah. Pegedaah. Kalau kau faham tu, aku tak pasal lah. But come on, I know your attitude la girl. Nak kata kental, tapi tak baik. Betul takk? Ok lah, nk kirekan ni kau minah baru nk naik lah ni kan. Kk, I'll just give you a pass for that ok?

Xoxo, Syaffy (:

2010-04-02T16:26:00.002+08:00

Haha. That was yesterday.

Anw, yesterday planned with my girls to meet at 6.30am and have our breakfast together at McDonalds.
Meet up with Atiqah, Shikin, Fairy and Nadia.
After we had our breakfast went to Tampines Stadium and went to our own areas.
After having our seat for like just 20 minutes, Shikin decided to go to the toilet because its just fucking hot.

Redza called me and he asked me to wait for him at the entrance at 8.50am.
Saw his friends but not him. 9.05 then he come.
Chit chat for 30 minutes and someone rumoured about me.
Memang mulut kau mintak kene pukul ehhh?

Sat in the toilet with Shikin the whole day and believe it or not, i slept there. Hehe!
We video-ed, took pictures.. And deeeeen, waited for Fairy outside stadium..
Walked home with Aliff and Shikin.
Matau-ed with Aliff. Bought for him ciggs with my school uni. Cool kan?
Biase lah. Cume Syaffy je leh buat. Irfan didnt scold me when i bought ciggs. hehe.
Syaaaaaang u.

Walked around Tampines. Me and Irfan were fucking bored.
Then, we headed to my crib. Only me and him in my house.
Got myself changed and took my brother from school. And went to West Coast.

And deeen, my mum told me why me eyes were red.
And guess what? I got sore eyes. Mata peh bengkak. Da mcm kene penumbokk.
Tengah pakai contact lens pulak tu. Punya la sakittttt.
Cancel today appointment with New York. Shessssh.

Its alr 4.45pm right now and I haven bath. Hahaha. Byeeee!

2010-03-29T20:56:00.002+08:00

I miss us being together. haha. Sec 1 days.
Tak ke kentaaaal? And i look skinny ):
Ok, go die.

Anyway, paitau Adzhar again early in the morning.
What happen next? Hmmm...
Nothing much happened in school today.

After school, Adzhar waited for me outside my class.
Saw Saat and I decided to accompany him to get his lunch.
So, ajak Adzhar along. Had our Chicken Rice and walked at Eastpoint for awhile.
Cant stop laughing and I cant believe I know everything about Redza.
Haiyaaa. Apa mau jadi. Bochui betul la luuu.

Went home, chatted and webcam with San Kholisan.
He decided to meet me but naaaaah. Sorryy.
Fidah den called me. She was crying and she came to my place.
Slacked with her and damn it.
Sorry sayang that i smokeeee. Haiyaaaa,
Cannot tahan la b. 2 sticks onlyyyy x]

Had my dinner with Fidah and went home.
Now, msging baby. Miss him alot.

2010-03-28T23:09:00.002+08:00

Im lazy to upload pictures right nowwww.

Anw, I was fucking nervous before I met Irfan.
I called Fairy, she never answer. I called Shkin, she never answer. I called Adzhar, he also never answer.
But luckily Shikin called me back.
Talked with her for awhile since her advise was always a good one! Hehe!

Went to Vivocity with Irfan. And den met his cousin and the gf.
Went to Silosa Beach.
I was lying on his lap and suddenly.. Jengjengjeng. Cannot tell.
Hahaha.

Went to Vivocity back. Had out dinner and baby sent me home.
I love you laaa, matreeeeeeeeep.

2010-03-26T17:29:00.002+08:00

Went to school on time. Yayness.
Paitau-ed Adzhar. Sorry.
Met Adzhar during Recess.
And den, Something happened between Redza & Adzhar.
Malas mau citekan. Kental pe korng.
Kerana aku korng nak gaduh. Isap Konek.

Abeh, ape lagi eh?
Jumpe Adzhar after school. Ikut dia amek rokok.
Went to Afghan. Balik.. abeh kuar lagi.. Gy jumpe Fairy kat bawah blok dia.
Aku mendak, aku suro Redza call. Haha.. Kecikecik..
Malas la nak citekan.

K bye.

B, bile nak kahwin?

2010-03-25T17:07:00.003+08:00

Msg Irfan la. Abeh sape lagi.. Hehehehe...

Broke up with Redza since he saw me holding hands with Adzhar in school.
Amek kauuuu.
Tros bila aku kat rumah kan, saaaaaap! Redza msg.
" Ni redza. Tadi berkepit dgn adzhar nmpk. " And blahblahblah.
Malas la nak layan budak kecik mcm kau. Nak step matured konon. Pegedaaah.

Anw, yesterday kan, bdo peh budak BRV da plan nk gy Hospital.
Tengok Syazwi nyer nenek. Janji pukul 6 tau.
Aku msg, aku call, korng mane nak angkat. Tak ke cb?
Aku geram, tros aku kuar gy jumpe Irfan. Tros happy deeeeh. Hahah.

Met Irfan under his block and I told him the truth about Redza.
Im sorry syg! Since I ni kan da nak jadi bakal matair u, mesti la i jujur ngan u, Hehe.
Fidah called Irfan. She got bashed up with her boyfriend. Tsktsktsk.
She came and meet us. We tried to comfort her. At last, she laughed. Hehe!

Reached home at 10pm. Selamaaaaaaaaat.

Abeh kan, I call my classmate la. Abeh dia gy tulis kat blog diaa psl akuuuu =.="
Nak bilng info siket pun tak boleh. Ish kau ni. Nain kali nak call shikin pulak lah!
And B, that info is not seeeeetuuuupiddddd okkk. Its useful yknw. Haha.

Went to sch at 9.30am. Malas deeeeh nak gy skola. Baby tak bagi quit pulak tu.
Took IC after sch. Kening halfway botak siaaa.
Irfan called me and my background is lagu kuat2. Abeh dia tanye kat mane.
I said, kat disco. Hahaha. Jalan2 kat EP with Fairy. Hahaha.
Ashik ketaweeee jeee. Ok, malas nak citekan.

Currently msging, Irfan!
Ok nak tido. Bye.

2010-03-23T18:36:00.002+08:00

Hehe! Amacam cute takk?
Ok, I'll be posting proper right now.
I've been busy these days. With Irfan, Family and stuffs.

Went to school at 11am. Apa cakaaaap.
All my siblings were late for school.
Mum woke me up at 7.15am. Cantik kan? Irfan msg me at 7.05am.
Tu pun tak bgn. So aku genap2 kan kul 8 la bgn. hehe.

So school ended at 2.15pm.
Waited for the bus and Redza accompany me. Macam tahu2 je aku nak gy jumpe laki.
Met Irfan after school.
Went to ChaiChee and met under his block.
Slackslackslack. Abeh gy 32 met Fidah, Fikri, Arham, Kimkorea and Asri.

Irfan wants to sent me home but I diedie said NO.
Hehe. I love you laaaaaaa.

Ok, im pretty sleepy right now.
K bye.

2010-03-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

Fought with Redza because of Irfan.
I love Irfan so muuuuchhhh. Only GOD knows how much! ^^
He is sooo sebokkk. Both of our numbers are likely the same.
And we both use LINE! tak ke sebok baby aku?

Meeting Irfan tomorrow. Asked him to wait for me outside my sch but malu la syg aku tuu.
But theeen, meeting him at Bedok..
29 March eh b? Sexy date eh b? Hahaha.
Well, I'll wait for you k syg?

K bye. Baby suro aku mandi.

2010-03-21T11:37:00.002+08:00

I've finally found the right guy for me.
Yes, in case you all don't know..
Its Irfan.

Eventhou we've known each other for just 2 days,
You told me the truth from the bottom of your heart
And you ask me to wait for you until its the right time. I will sayang (:
I've known you for quite some time. Biase la. Syaffy kan kenal orang.
Tapi orang je tak kenal Syaffy.

We called yesterday at 12.30am until 3.05am. Cos baby want to sleep.
Awww, when he want to put down the phone he said " Love you "
Cair dokk.

Im willing to change my life just for him.
Yes, only him. He asked me to study hard and because of him, I totally want to quit smoking.
Haha. People judge him thru his Matrep face. Tapi hati macam taman eh u.

We both got lots of something in common.

- We both like the number 7
- We both like Samsung
- We both use M1
- We both like Adidas
- We both have the same bluetooth name ( Fan07 & Syaffy-7)

Tak ke sebok tu budak? Hahaha. Got lots more la.
Nanti pape aku tengah buat, sume same dgn apa dia tngh buat.
Currently msging him.

B, i love you alot laaaaaaaaaa.
Meet up soon syg.

2010-03-20T22:08:00.004+08:00

Mum was busy scolding me and I decided to skip my religious class.
Told Irfan and first, he diedie ask me to go.
And I diedie dowan to go. He asked me to meet him up.

So, meet him at Bedok McDonald and off to slacking place.
Now, im back to slacking at Bedok! Nomore pasir ris. Hehe.

Only both of us slack and den met Fidah and Arham came.
Zac came. Kimkorea came and Aikel. Went to stage and Irfan keep on buying for me food but I didnt eat. Hehe. I tak lapar la syg.. U ni. Susahkan diri u je..

Went to opera estate. Watch baby play soccer.
Told him I want to go home. Fidah wants to go back with me but he said
" Kau tak boleh ikut. Aku nak antar dia balik "
Check2 ade maksud..
We walked, and he hold my hand, we both told the truth..
Many things happen. He den kissed me and gave me a hug.

Awww, sweeet.
I love you Irfan.

2010-03-20T14:23:00.002+08:00

Kinda fucked up with boyfriend. Bdo siak tu laki.
Putus ngan kau pun baik siaa. Kiteorg da tak contact for 1 week.
Gy jahanam uh soyaaaal.
Kau kan ade banyak perempuan yang magnet dgn kauuu.
So, go find one eh, cb.

Adzhar asked me to go to town with him.
But sorry dude. Having religious class today.

Irfan called me while I was working at West Coast yesterday.
Hilngkan diri sendiri smpi my dad tngh cari2 aku. Hahaha.

k bye.

2010-03-18T13:45:00.002+08:00

Hahaha. Boyfriend chatted with me just now.

u think i want to leave u ?
im not like that kay its just that i cnt cntct u
ill be back on friday

Asked him why he is not contacting with me lately.
Awww. Suhweeeet. Cair dok hati aku. Tros nak putus ngn dia tak jadi seh.
Hahah. Gotta stay strong. But no worries. Im still after another guy.

Going west coast later. Bosan deh. Esok pun kene gy west coast. See! Takde life kann?!
Saturday gonna meet boyfriend again. Makkkk. Boring dokkk.

Ok chauuu.

2010-03-17T15:04:00.002+08:00

I've decided to move on my life like how I used to.
Just thinking about how are you doing right now, is just a waste of my time.
How can I be so stupid to fall for you?
Hahah. Im sorry. Im after somebody right now.
Someone who is much better looking than you.
& He's my bestfriend's brother. (:

I'll reveal it to you guys soon.
Plan with Fairy and friends were cancelled. Due to some plans.
Haiyaa. Pening kepale deh akuu~ Its ok laa~
Gonna spend time together after school when school reopens.
Lol~

& btw, i off my hp. Because, I dont want my boyfriend to contact me.
If thats the way he wants, I'll just follow with the flow, biatchh.
You dont know who's Syaffy! Muahahhaa.

2010-03-16T19:16:00.002+08:00

I dont know why I cant upload any pictures.

Trimming my eyebrow, Facial Treatment, Cutting my hair and Dying my hair.
Waaaah. The feeling so shiokkkk. Went out alone And I spend $240 for today and for myself only!
Banyak eh duit? Camne nak kahwin siang nanti?! Shesssh.

Going out with Fairy and the rest esok. Dont know sape2 da comfirm.
Currently eating Mimi right nowwww. I think only Fairy knows what Im saying right nowww.
Hahaha.

Can't wait to get my R6 laaaaaa.

2010-03-16T01:20:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to,

Muhd Amirul Adli [ Adli Cino ]

14 March
&
Nur Syazwani [ Syaz savvy ] - My very own sisteerrr!

15 March

So basically on Sunday, went back home at 1am.
And school starts at 12.45pm on Monday. Met Sabrina and then Fairy.
Had my oral. Okay laaaa.

Celebrate my sister's birthday. Trim my eyebrow since it has been a long time.
Ok im mendak.
Tak tahu ape nak type. Malas. Byeee.

Going New York esok.

2010-03-13T23:43:00.002+08:00

Blogger is being s fucking bitch for now.
This thingy didnt allow me to upload pictures. Fuckyouuu.

Anw, I said to him " My answer will be definitely a yes. "
Awww. Cute kan akuuu. So far, the only person which knows about us is Fairy.
Haha. Well, she's in camp right now and I msged her. Hehe! Thanks for replying.
Got lots more to tell you. Tell you on Monday alright. See ya soooon!

Met boyfriend just now. Bdooo. Suro aku cabut ugama.
Adzhar then texted me. Saying he wants to catch a movie with me.
But thennnn, was busy with my other plans.
Met him at 4pm at Pasir Ris. Slack and went to Whitesands, library.
Read about pregnancies. Wahh! Fun liaooo.

He den sent me back home at 9.30.. Reached hom at 10pm..
Hahaha. Cinta monyet siaaaaaaaaa.

2010-03-11T22:54:00.001+08:00

something wrong with my blogger.
i think i adjust the codes wrongly.
will undo it soon.
goodnight.

2010-03-11T12:19:00.002+08:00

Hahahahha. Ok, so last year.
Whatever it is,
Happy Birthday, Fairyzaaaaaaaan!
I love youuuuu, u irratating bustedddd.

Woke up by Sa'at's call just now.

Mak kau. Org da cun2 alarm kul 7am..dia call aku kul 6.48am =.="

Sleep back, bath at 7am.. After that, got ready for school..

Sempat aku main laptop jap..

Went out at 8.40am and reached school at 9.15am...

Had Maths and Physics. After physics, Mum asked me to call her.

Called her and she told me that she was terribly sick.

She wants me to go home. Ok lorrrr.

Da kul 11.30am tauuu.

2 jam je gy skolaa.

Abeh security guard memekak..

" Datang skola lambat, balik siang. Bagus la tu "

Memang bagus la. Syaffy je pe leh buat.

Reached home and mum eyes was full of water.

Haiyaaaa. mesti sakit gila tau dia.

& I WILL BE GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!

I dun care. Can't be bothered helping you at kedai.

2010-03-10T15:32:00.003+08:00

Didnt attend school yesterday and I diedie thought that today is Tuesday. Wtf much.
Went to school with Fairy and Atiqah. Mcm malu gitu nk gy skola sendiri. Hehe!

School was pernormal. Me & Shikin skip the last lesson which is Malay. Nyahaha!
Da maju man that girl. She maki me " Kau jilat uh puki kau. "
Boleyyy? And today the whether sooo hot eh? Fuhhh. Sweating like shiat siaaaa.
Ape lagi eh nk type? Ni la aku tak suke bile takde topic.
K.. erm, about that Kiddo... I dun think things are going well between me and him.
Happy tak happy tak? Hahhhhh!
You seeee, boys come and go. So why bother stick to one?
Isap koneeeeeeek. Da jadi daily phrase eh.

Ok. The pictures below is for Fairy to see. R6 & CheeBye 400.
Lawaaaar takkkk? Tengok ah sape yang bawak nanti!
Comfirm cun habis nyer! Nak tompang? Tak buuleyyyy.

2010-03-07T20:10:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, skip my religious class at met YanaKechik under my void deck. Thanks for waiting. Then went to fetch Fyka. And den, went to Tmart and fetch Irene. Sanggup si YanaKechik nii! Janji kul 3 but we all met at 5. Nearly 1 hour tau wait for all. But kiteorg pun lmbt actually.. Hahaha.. Went to Orchard and another place and Alice and the Wonderful land was fully booked. for next movie was 12am + ..

So, we decided to have our dinner at BBQ chicken. We laughed all the way until my stomach da mcm nk meletup. Went to Clarke Quay. Took pictures. And I reached home at 10.30am..

So today, Paitau-ed Fidah. Adzhar gave me a call. And he told me that his mum invite me to his anak sedare birthday. Awww, mak dia ajak aku yknw! Heheh.. Came there and I was super shyyy. Got to hold Dani, the birthday boy! Cute gilaaaa.

Went off at 6pm since Adzhar need to go back to Hostel. And here I am, homed early!
More pictures at Facebook people!

2010-03-04T21:54:00.002+08:00

Redza paitau me again. Ntah sampai bila dektu nk paitauuuu.
Went to school as usual. Didnt search for him in school today. Malas.
Went home straight after school since im not in the fucking mood.
Received a msged from Redza. He wants to meet me.
I said kul 4pm jumpe. Abeh aku paitau dia. Sorry eh tunggu smpi 1 jam...

Slacked with all his Omega nyer budak. Wah Piang.
At first tanak lepak.. Abeh aku kata ngn dia, u ade rokok?
U ade baru I lepak. Abeh dia bagi tris aku cabut. Abeh dia smpi terkejar2.. Kesiaaan!
At last aku pun duduk..
He sat beside me. Thennnn... JengJengJeng.
Ape u buat eh? Ape u buat eh? Hahaha. Cannot tellllll........
Sume org da suspect kiteorg jadi matair. Abeh dia kata..
" U, u be my matair on Saturday je u. Pls. my kwn sume bawak matair dia. abeh i takde matair. "
Abeh dia pakse isap rokok.
tak ke cb ni budak? i ask him to find one.. hahah. He wants to go sheesha on Saturday and I got lotsa plans on Saturday.. Mmg nk gy, tapi comfirm balik lmbt. Sooo, nono...
He sent me home. Abeh ape u buat eh? ape u buat ehhhh? Tangan u ke mane ehh?
Hahahaha.

Reached home at almost 10pm.

2010-03-03T21:04:00.002+08:00

Starting this post about yesterday.

Promised Redza to meet him at 6.45am. I came at 6.50am and he told me that he waited for me for 25 minutes. Mak kauuuuu. Sorryyyy!

Went in to school together and that Kiddo was being a full time stalker! He always find me outside the window and walked pass my class. Seram sia youuu. Hahaha! After school, waited for him outside his class. Tsktsk. Punya la lama.

He accompanied me to meet Ainn, Yusof & Amalina. Before that, bought ciggs.. after slacking with my mates, me and Redza walked around Tampines. Si dektu layankan aku je. Kesiaaaan. Went home at 9pm....

Suddenly, Dad called me. He saw my ciggs inside my back. Hah. Tak marahhh. Mak aku je mulut lazer. Da serik da eh pukul iqah? Takut iqah lari rumah pe? Koneeek.

Today Redza said " You jangan carik I, I tak carik you. "
So, I didnt even care about him and while I was asleep in class, my hp was vibrating.
Kimakkk. Kacau sia aku tngh tido. Check2, Redza msg. He wants to meet me after school.
Waited for him after school and I skipped my Malay Lesson because of that small kid. sanggup eh kerana tu laki? Hahahha.

Slacked at Pasir ris till 7.30pm.. Smokesmokesmoke. Smpi budak ITE kacau. Ok korng sorng pe sia suke kacau budak secondary? Aku pun suke kacau tau budak ITE. Hahh. Asked a girl for her number. Kata Redza nak. Padehal dia tanak. Haha. We beat each other up. Wah fierce eh? Tak sakit la youuu. Went home and Smpi tertido sia aku dlm bus. Keletihannn.

Esok, he wants to go to school with me. Malas sia youuu.

2010-02-28T21:04:00.002+08:00

I've open up my eyebrow piercing. Tak lawar la. Nak step gerek gitu. K ew.
Be yourself pun cantik eh.

I got one huge pimple on my lips. Sakit sia. Mcm nk picet pun ade. Takpe2.
Esok comfirm pecah pastu picet. Nyahaha.
Common test is tomorrow. Baik ~ Lum blaja. Pape la~
Currently I got nothing to do~ Paitau-ed work today. Siape sia may layan. eeee.
My parents asked me to order Pizza Hut. Dorng suro call Pizza Hut Downtown nyer.
Abeh kalau Mimi antar how? Abeh nk gy tngk muka dia ngn jerawat aku.
Eeeee. Tanak la Syaffy. Buat malu aje.
Lagipun, da jelak makan Pizza.

Getting fatter sia aku. Bbl yekyek kata nk lose weight or whatsoever shitty.
Hahaha. Watched Titanic yesterday. Romanticccc.

Anw, Im happy for my babygirl. She asked me to call he yesterday.
She was shouting at me. Nanti Miko kau dgr, habis kau.
Aku nak adik dia, Miki leh? Haha. Meet up soon!

Bye!

2010-02-27T14:48:00.002+08:00

I miss San alot.
I know I should be over you right now. But my misses for you just can't go away.
Why arent you onlining at tagged, facebook, msn.. whywhywhy?
Where are you? I went to your slacking place without fail and you werent there.

Loving someone isnt the easiest thing for me to do right now.
I maybe some happy girl outside but you'll never know how much I felt inside.
Many things are running thru my mind.
1 year without a boy's love is something I miss.
But nah. Will I die without love? No right.

Well Syafiqah. Stay positive k? You've been thru lotsa boys.
You know how boys are like. Hahaha.

xoxo.

2010-02-26T18:34:00.003+08:00

It was my dream to go to New York. Hehe! Went to New York just now and fuck it. Muke sakit siowwwww. K whatever.

Woke up at 7.30am today buy Jing Yu's msg. She said she wants to come late. Settled myself and went to Bedok McDonald to meet Jingyu, Yiying and Eric at 8.30am. Sorry you guys for being late. Hehhh!

Went in to school at 10am. Slept during maths peiod. Can't take it anymore! Didnt do my History test. Nak buatkan kau lagu?! Isap koneeek!

After school, something bad happen to dear Shikin. Pity her. Tsktsk.

Yesterday went to meet Fidah and friends at 5pm and Chai Chee. Now, like everyday I go to Bedok. Dulu ashik Tampines ajeee. Fidah and Nonet fetch me and den go that bitch crib. Veronica was there too. This time round ader ramai org. Slackslackslack. Smokesmokesmoke. talktalktalk. fightfightfight. and I went home at 9pm. Ngntok siowww. Was planning to ton but lazy.

Anw, saw Mimi riding his motor at Downtown just now. Miss you, Phantomkiaa!
Ok byeee. More pictures at facebook.

You started the game and now, im ending it.

2010-02-24T20:03:00.003+08:00

I met Kim Korea just now. He cabut school also. Hahaha. I got my eyes on him!
So here the story for today goes..

It was already 8.30am. Im already outside my homey with my shoes on and bus is arriving in 5 minutes time. Dah cun2 ready uh. And my mum asked me to go back in the house and put my things in my cubboard. Siasuay tak korng? Aku fedup, aku msged Fidah suro jumpe. Check2, dia pun cabut skola. hahaha.

Met her up at Bedok Int. Punya la siang tu budak. 30 minute eh smpi? Takpe2. Da biase dahh. Slack at Chai Chee. And I remembered San Kholisan stay there too. Waited for Fidah's bf, Arham, to arrive. While waiting, Haikal came. And den Arham.. Smokesmokesmoke. Haikal went off. So only me, fidah and Arham were there. They decided to give that bitch crib a shot, Feela. Most of the guys hate her! Ewww. Kau stock pakai buang aje!!

Went there and saw, Kim Korea and Asri. Stayed there till 5.30pm. Pukimak. Pmpn sial tu nak step tindek siuuul. Lanchiow uh. Sane sini, Kim3.. Me and Fidah can't stand it with her atitude. And dennn, Me, Fidah, Arham, Asri, Kim went to Supermarket to buy drinks. Asri gy curikk. Tsktskkk. Korng pki baju skola, abeh curik. Slack at our usual place and ask Kim whether he knows San Kholisan. Sial uh. Kenal siul dia. He also slack at out usual place. Tskkkk!

Arif texted me saying he wants to meet me because he miss me. P jalan la weeei. Kau pk aku ape? Pelacur pe sial? Tak dapat uh brader!

Zach then came. I told them I dont know where to go after this and he menyampok " Gy rumah aku uh " Siaaaal aje. He told Fidah, if im 16, he would already tackle me to be his gf. Hahhh! And den.. Kim Korea nak antar balik but I declineee. Jual Mahal maaah. Hahaha.

Reached home at 7.30pm. Gonna cabut school again tomorrow. Chauuu!

2010-02-23T17:10:00.002+08:00

Hahh! Pendeeeeek.
One day being with San really makes my world go round. Sorry I didnt reply you yesterday night. Msged him in the morning and sorry I woke you up. Hehh. After that, he did'nt msged me till now. Where'd you goooo? Haiyaaa. Syaffy worried la about San. Msg me soon k? Love ya.

Ok, Im done talking about San. Wasnt in a good mood in school today. kept complaining to Mimi[Fairy] & San[Shikin] that I want to go home cos im damn sleepy. Tak leh angs seh mata! I was glad that school already ended. Amin!

After school went to Tampines Mall, McDonalds, with San[Shikin]. Had our lunch together. Heeee! Makaaaan je! Camne tak gemuk! And saw this cute guy inside Pizza Hut at Tamp Mall.

Saw Haskoi riding his motor at Tampines Int. Miss you la Haskoi. Hope to hear from you soon k?

Byeeee!

2010-02-22T20:25:00.002+08:00

What if I tell you he's my one & only?
The one I've been searching for.
The one who is honest about his life to me.
Eventhou we've just knew each other, I know you are sucha a good guy.
You're honest with me. U tell me the truth without making me feel suspicious about you.
Eventhou you have done bad things, im still gonna accept you for who you are.
Well, come on! I've done bad things too!

Im ready to share my life with you.
I hope I will never regret loving you.
Waiting for the right guy for like more than 1 year is so worth it.
[ Eh skejap! Yang Iskanda, Arif tu sume, tak kire eh. dorng tak smpi 1 bulan ]
So yeah, I've been thru with alot of guys but noneee was the right one.
Since you're the Mr Right, im gonna change and be a goodgirl from now on.
U, i isap rokok u tak marah kaannn? Hehe! Nanti belikan i k?
Tak lah. Bedek laaaaa. Hehe...

I love you San!

2010-02-22T16:46:00.002+08:00

I miss working at Pizza Hut and oh! My kening too. ):

Anw, Mum sent me to school today. Was already late and Sabrina msged me. " Kau kat mane? " " Dlm kreta otw gy skola. Asal? " " Kau nak dtg skola lmbt? " " Nakkkkkk! Kul 8 masuk eh! " Blablabla. We went to Tampines McDonald to get my breakfast first. Ckp je kul 8 nak masuk cheack2 kul 8.45am. Hahh!

Dah maju siul member aku! Congrats eh girl! Lessons were as pernormal.

After school, hangout with Sabrina, Atiqah, Fairy and Shikin.. Fetch my brother after that and I can't stand it with EVSS pupils. Mak kauuuu. Makbapak tak ajar eh nk respect org yang besar dari kau? Korng tu bawah umur. Lum jejak secondary pun. Diam2 uh. Pokeymak. mulut lazer eh bbl mcm gitu? Kirekan fierce uh bbl mcm gitu? Kerane mulut lah badan korng binase. Pape, takecare eh little monkeys! See you outside your school again!

Told Fairy I should bring weapon to school right now. Ah, nnti adeee jeee org tuuuu ikut2 aku. Bawak parang la gy skola. Brani? Brani ikut aku rompak rumah dulu ah! Apa cakap?! Haiya. People these days ehhh. NATO uh luuu! Brani buat brani tanggung ah siul. Bochui ah kadang2 korng. Tsktsk. Grow up ah baby.

Anw, sorry for all those harsh words. I think only Fairy knows how I felt when im feeling Minah. Ewww, Hate to be sucha Minah. farkfark. go away ah please. eeeee. I hate minahs.

Yesterday, this guy called me. I didnt answered and called him back. Check2, it was Ajax! Haha. He talked about Kiki and all and im starting to miss Kiki. Haiyaaa. Kiki is sucha nice man thou. But naaah, tngh feeling mls nak ader mataer skrg. Chauuu!

2010-02-20T20:45:00.002+08:00

I've finally pierced my eyebrow!

Feeqy msged me just now. He said he miss me. Awww. His prepaid is currently low. Im gonna wait for you next msg k syg? Love you.

2010-02-20T14:07:00.002+08:00

From:M Salvatrucha
To:Me
Date:Saturday, February 20, 2010 5:31:32 AM
Subject:ello

Message:
asl da tk kerje lagi??? ade org buli u ker??? kalao ade blang lah kita... haiz i juz get started pt pasir ris than u stop....

Haha! Mimi's bestfriend, Zaibo, give me a message at Tagged.com
I'll be back arnd October okkkk? Hehe. Yes, I miss you also yknwww.
Anything, just give me a call and we meet up k? Hehh.

Lazy to go religious class. Nak cabot. Bye!

2010-02-20T01:37:00.002+08:00

While taking the picture, this Babi Girl beside me kata, PENDEK PENDEK!
tak kaaaan? eh eh, spot my Adidas Stuffs. There's only 1 Levis stufss.

Anw, school was usual until it was History Lesson. Got 0/25. Got my paper and straight away crush it infront of that fuckingg teacher. I 100% agree with Fairy. If only I know who's gonna teach me History this year, im not even gonna take History.

After school, did my dnt homework. Thanks to Fairy for accompanying me. Went home straight and off to farking West Coast. Dad told me to work on Sunday too. Nabeh~ Gotta compromise since I work at Pizza Hut on Sundays too. Fuckkkk it very much.

Taufeeq haven msged me for a day. Well, maybe trying to get a true love is real hard. Im trying to convince him that I do really love him but I dun think he is showing me any interest. Its ok Feeqy..

Tomorrow is Cross Country. Don't even bother to see me over there cos I will never come. I repeat. NEVEER! See la eh next year how. Hahahahah. its alr 2am and im currently chatting with Adli. Haiyaaaa. That biskuuut guy. K byeee!

2010-02-18T15:43:00.002+08:00

Haha. Totally obsessed with Mimi. Ok cut the cake, blow the candle.

Bought Adidas High Cut shoes since my parents recommend me to buy Adidas shoes. Since I loveeeee Adidas sooo much until I wear Adidas stuffs from top to bottom but only my specs which is Levis. But have Adidas brand also yknw! Gonna get that soooon. Haha.

Nomore pointypoint shoes. Haha. Now highcut. Haha. Jgn yang lain pulak nak ikutikut. Sebokkkkk. Kalau nak ikut, kiteorg rompak rumah dulu. Baru aku bagi green light. Apa cakaaaap.

Baby msg me at 1.43am..
T : Bhy , bsk abis sch kol bape?
Replied him back a 5.20am
S : U sorry lmbt reply. kul 1.30pm.
He den.. Didnt reply me all the wayyyy. I got sooo worried and msg him again at 1.13pm.
S : Hi u! (:
Still, he didnt reply me untul 3.40pm.
T : Hello sygg. Sorry tak reply. I baru bgn tido. U kat nerr?

Cantik eh muke u. Tak gy skola. He went back from Marina at 4.30am. Mak kauuuu. Scolded him for awhile. Marah tande nyer sayang kan u? Hehe. Meet up soon eh Feeeeeq! Currently msging him right nowwww.

Okkk, wanna sleep.

2010-02-17T14:18:00.002+08:00

Haha. Gila girllll~

Anw, i read afew blogs and some people just cant stop following the way I rule my world. Eeee, takde orignality sendiri ke? Nak step gerek kononnnn. Pfft. Meh sini. Nak ikut style aku eh? Meh, kiteorg rompak rumah. naknaknak? Takutttt? Kentaaaal.

No use sia privating blog. Ok ah. Pape..

Anw, yesterday was my last day of work. Really miss Haskoi aloooot.
Haskoi : Hari ni balik kul bape iqah?
Me : kul 4. * Pk nak kata, asal? nak antar? "
And deeeen, pk2 balik, takde org nak cover dia. Ahbeng was there toooo. He got soooo mad when I said he looks somehow like 26 but he's 20. Haha. Sorryyyy...

While working, I saw this guy looking at me. And den i was like " Asal sia tngk2? Nak number kepe? " Abeh that guy said " Syafiqah eh? " I was like.. Yaaaaaa. He said " Kenal tak ni sape? " And I said " Yaaa! Taufeeq kann?!?!?! "

I regret not giving my love to him instead I went after his two friends, Alep Sinchillo and Emi Ranger. We now started msging again and im glad to have your love back. We even msg syg2. Aww, cuteeee. Gonna treasure you ok syg? x]

Mum called me to work at West Coast. Saaaap! Letih gila siaaa. Tapi gaji double pay x] Da dpt gaji tros masuk kan dlm atm card. Hehe.. Slept at 1am. Abeh kakak kejut den aku kata " Takya gy skola. penat la. " Abeh my kakak kata "Eh, mama tahu taak? " i said " Ah, tahu laa. " Padehal tak tahu. Haha. My mum woke me up later and i said i cant get out of bed.

My plan for today is actually to come to school and go home at 9am. Haha. Biase la. Skola bapak aku jugaaak.

Ok, gonna go Angsana right nowwww and buy my Everlast shoes x]

2010-02-15T21:18:00.002+08:00

Im admiring this guy right now.
Mimi's clone. His name is Zaibo. Also known as Yuzaidi.
Abang Feeroz have been talking about him all along and stilllll, I dont know him.
After yesterday, then I realised the same face as Mimi was Zaibo. Hahah.
Loving his flirty voice! hAHA. Mimi nyer motor pun tak leh menang ah!
Oppps. Sorry eh Mimi.

Talking about Mimi, makcik told me that he already work in 2 places.
McDonald and Changi Airport. Wish i could search for him. Haiyaaa.

Slack with Adzhar just now at Street Soccer.
And this guy name, Ken, caught my eye.
And thats where Arif caught my eye too, street soccerrr!
Well, Ken is mixed blood. Korea and Chinese.
Same as Arif. Malay and Eurasian. K forget about Arif~ nyahaha.

Ok byee.

2010-02-15T18:03:00.002+08:00

I remembered telling Haskoi to fetch me from home at 8.30am and go to work together.
Went i woke up, its a dream and its was alr 7.38am and im fucking late for work.
Usually I'll be waking up at 6.45am. My work starts at 9am.
Rushed and alhamdulillah mum sent me to Pizza Hut.

Was bored at 4w, stole money, go Cheers and bought Magazines. Shhh.
And den, Dama, and my other Manager, Hafiz came. They saw me handling alot of customers and Dama said ;
" Da syafiqah. Gila pe sia kau keje. Kau duduk dlm gy rest dulu "
They were shock yknw i was perspiring and lotsa customers were queneing.

And den Dama said ;
" Eh kau maseh isap rokok?"
"Ah, maseh. Tapi satu kotak tu da ah. aku nak stop. "
"Eh jom isap rokok. "
" Tanaaak. Nanti Hafiz marah. "
" Dia takde pape la. "

Abeh aleh2 dia gy korek rokok inside my bag. Pandaaaai je eh kau. We talked like we new each other for months. Padehal when we worked, we dun usually talk haha. He look my pictures inside my phone and he wants to know my eldest sister. And deeen, gave him my sister's face and he said im more whiteee! Mcm biase lorrr. haha. Share ciggs. Padehal dia da ade. Buto! Haha. He saw IsLakko and Abang Yani's picture and asked whoo. Haha. He hold my hand and my shoulder. Tsk! Menggatal je tahu. Asked him to send me back home but he cant ):

Now, i heard frow afew people already. They say working at Pizza Hut sucks. Because of the Riders, the managers. Riders and Managers always smokeee and forgot their duty. Shittyshit. Whereas, i heard that The riders over there is all Kaki Gerek. Thats why Dama dun wanna quit.

Meeting Adzhar now!

2010-02-14T21:40:00.004+08:00

I tried my best to keep both private and unprivate blogs alive.
Hehh!

Anw, went to work as usual. Went there and saw Abang Feeroz. Haha. Asked him where is Nofie abeh dia terperanjat cos aleh2 I was behind him. Hahaha. He didnt let me walked around cos he said " Nanti kene kidnap mcm mane? " He keep asking me to stand still not to go anywhere. Hahaha.

Abang Zaki and Abang Feeroz accompanied me to 4w.
Abang Feeroz : K iqah. Abang gy dulu. Sape2 kacau bilng Abang eh.
Abang Zaki : Ahh, sape2 mintak number, bilng Abang jugak. [ Bilng dia ler ]

Hahaha. Menggatal jek tahu. He did ask for my number but I take it as a joke.

Mimi paitau. He lied to me. He really did stop working. Its okkkk. I screwed up at work today when Mimi's friend came over to send the pizzas. His name is Yusaidi. He is sooo cuteee. Dah macam Anak Metropolitan. Tattoo sani sini. Did talked with him and he keep on saying Thank You to me cos I took for him 7up. Awww. Tros consentration hilng. Hahaha.

He sat near me, looking at how I work. Malu kaaaan? Thats why nk buat kerja sume mcm segan. Haha. Meltssss. A rider thinks im new there. Wello.. Da 2 bulan la keje Pizza Hut. pffttt.

Smoked at 4w and Dama got to find out because of the smell. Hahahaha.

at 7pm, went to outlet and saww...
HASKOI!
Heheh, he smiled at me and i smiled at him back. Meltssssssssss. Cutiepie!
He didnt offer me a ride home cos he was busy sending order. Haiyaaa.
Rindu tau naik motor. Hahaha. Told Abang Feeroz I wanna get a guy which have motor.
And he recommend me alot of guys in Pizza Hut.
Abeh dia kata " Kalau dapat laki mat motor abeh tinggalkan tepi jalan padan muke. Habis melalak. "
I think back and ia tak ia eh. Puas hati matair ngan Abang Feeroz. Cos he said before if im A lil bit older, he would alr take me as his gf. But age dosent matter rightttt? Haha. 15 years diff babe.

In love with alot of Pizza Hut guys. Meltsssss.
Meeting Makcik tomorroww!!!

Basically, yesterday, had bbq with cousins. Went out to Afghan with Afiq for awhile to buy ciggs. End up we ask a mcdonald lady to buy for us since the rest down to buy for us. Faggottttt. I got 1 box with me now. Sape nak sape nak? tak leeeehhhh.

2010-02-13T13:48:00.002+08:00

Im done dying my hair to blonde. Huahuahua.
Cooliaoooo. Love it! :DDDD

Saw Rusydi yesterday at Mcdonald Afghan. He used to work at Pizza Hut but since he got fired, he work there. Well, maybe im gonna go there straight after to school to see his face EVERYDAY! hahaha. He is sucha nice guy and lovesss to flirt with me. Psshhttt.

Anw, Adzhar is homeleave right now. Gonna meet him soon. Na uh. Not going to your house anw eh faggot. Worked at West Coast yesterday and Gonna work at Pizza Hut tomorrow. Not looking forward unless my MAN is there! Yknw who. Hahaha.

Ok, its 2pm right now. Gonna bath and dress up and get ready for bbq! :DD